another day goes by, just getting high and getting by, oh why
when in back in junior high I knew it, in high school I blew it
young lost souls causing nuisance, in a true sense
laying down the foundation, the blueprints, for the movement
if I could prove it, that my existence isn't useless
but how can I do it when I got so many things pulling
different directions so I'm not asking for your suggestions
some of my questions are beyond the minds conception
we're blind to the ways of our divine mind's protection
to scared to face correction, trying to escape the lesson
a blessing and a curse, thank god for what it's worth
but before it get's worse or I'm placed under the Earth
I got to get to you this verse so we can try to reverse
revert back to something that works because this Ish don't work
my soul hurt as it's constantly in search mode, forever lost
I walk this path that I was taught, a past that I forgot
The past... they say it's comes back don't forget that
cause everything you do ... causes something to react
relapse... try to grasp every memory like it's the last
the hourglass is moving fast... as I bask and I laugh
The past... they say it's comes back don't forget that
cause everything you do ... causes something to react
relapse... try to grasp every memory like it's the last
the hourglass is moving fast... as I bask and I laugh
I'll save the tears for later... F%$# being a hater
feel like my pride died when I lost my last grandma to our savior
then less than half a year later I lost my number one player
Mikwan I miss you, know you don't wanna see me grabbing tissues
you'd rather look down on me smiling while I deal with my issues
and, Yo, Nostalgia, I never meant to diss you
if I could do it all again I'd still be writing you in the pen
how many years it been since I've been saying I'll pick up the pen
but where would I begin, I feel so lost in this land of sin
and I don't wanna drag you in, even though I know you're a friend
... I wonder if you talk to X.O.Dis and the rest of them
the lost souls, whatever left of them, I still got respect for them
but I still feel like they left me then...like they didn't accept me then
and maybe that's why the letters never got sent
maybe that's why my mind went hellbent then heaven sent
and maybe that's why I've never been the same ever since
The past... they say it's comes back don't forget that
cause everything you do ... causes something to react
relapse... try to grasp every memory like it's the last
the hourglass is moving fast... as I bask and I laugh
The past... they say it's comes back don't forget that
cause everything you do ... causes something to react
relapse... try to grasp every memory like it's the last
the hourglass is moving fast... as I bask and I laugh
hella alone and lost, a mad man with just his thoughts
there's no telling where the mind walks, in this astral box
what a paradox we got, thinking we know, but we know not
must have forgot the past comes back, man it don't stop
as the clock ticks and talks , I think if everything that we thought
has all been part of some plot, to take us for what we got
while the unseen rulers sit back and watch from the top
just waiting for the ball to drop, and then here come the cops
they just some dude's who get paid, to possibly get dropped
trying to pop some dude who trying to buy some shoes or flip flops
for his kid cause that's all that he's got beside rap and hip hop
and who'd rather let off a shot on the block than get caught
now what you got is a war on the wrong mutha uf'kers
and we can't be brothers if you're still a snake undercover
there will be no others, it's either us or them... are you in
another part of history written in gold... it's the legend
The past... they say it's comes back don't forget that
cause everything you do ... causes something to react
relapse... try to grasp every memory like it's the last
the hourglass is moving fast... as I bask and I laugh
The past... they say it's comes back don't forget that
cause everything you do ... causes something to react
relapse... try to grasp every memory like it's the last
the hourglass is moving fast... as I bask and I laugh
what up
@bitsbubba? what up
@Grim Doe? wassup all my menfolk?